The Reality.

I decided to delete your number. I am doing it for good. Eventough I still can’t believe this 6 year of friendship would come to an end.

This last 3 months could be the best months in my last 3 years. I have a job for something like. I learn for something I want.
I know there’s somekind of thing in me that burn stronger, bigger, and brighter.

And you were my fuel.

I have ever imagined to pick you up from the airport, that’s why I am learning to drive.
Somehow I still can’t pass the test to get the license. But I will do my best until the time arrive, insyaAllah, I will have the license eventough I won’t pick you up in the airport because you won’t come here.

And I will always learn to cook, eventough I won’t make food for you because I know you will never come to my house to try my food.

I will continue to learn french eventough I know, I will never meet your parents, and your beloved brother. People you keep talking about because I know they are what matter to you, once and forever.

And I will try to find someone to be able keep the fire burning inside of me, better than you.

When I talked to you about the promise I made, I made it for myself.

Just like my last message for you on Whatsapp and for something that you never reply:
Thank you.